its been 2 long since i've heard your voice..
well nick its been the 3 longest months of my life. theres not one day that goes by that i dont think about you. couldnt sleep at all last nite. i kept thinkin that its been 3 months today n i just couldnt believe it. this summers been tough. everytime i go to a party i think you should be partyin with me. wenever i drink 99 bananas i think you should be drinkin that with me. everything reminds me of you. i hope your finally happy now. i wish i could talk to you. i drove past cherry hill the other day n i thought about the time you came into work and helped me with my sidework so i could come sledding with you guys. you cared so much about everyone and went out of your way to make everyone else happy. i still have your text message that it kills me 2 read. i know its just a coincidence but wat are the odds. i wish you were here with us finishing up our last year of high school. it just doesnt seem right going on without you. i still cant believe its been 3 months. i keep thinkin bak to wat could've been done but then i realize that you werent happy..just pretending to be. now your truley happy so i guess thats all that matters. i just wish things were different. i miss you Nick..Rest in peace..