Aug 06, 2005 23:57
i really think im bipolar. i'm in a really good mood one second, and the next i just get like wicked depressed for no reason..
went to hollies wake yesterday with my mom. got there early so we wouldnt have to wait in line for an hour cuz my mom was hurting n couldnt stand for 2 long. im really worried about her, she seems like she's getting worse and worse. there was a slideshow at the wake and alotta pictures. it was soo sad. there were alotta ppl. i cant imagine what her parents are going thru..
after the wake i picked up ryan n we went to the mall. then we went to picadillys with kati hutch n zach. the food was soo good. i always go to the same places that i dont kno wats out there. i gotta go 2 new places more often. it was alotta fun. then we went to flynns but we didnt stay long cuz it was kinda boring n i was just in a bad mood..again. so we went bak to his house n i fell asleep. woke up around 10 n his mom bought us dunkins. =) shes so nice. i only got coffee cuz i promised my dad i'd go out to breakfast with him. i picked him up around 12 for a nice brunch at the 50/50 diner. we ate n i brought him home then picked up ryan n he came over until i had to work. worked 330-11. it wasnt busy at all. i really loved working tonite..i dont kno why. prob mostly the ppl i was workin with. everyone was just in such a good mood that work was alotta fun. i got outta work n ryan told me to come over but by the time i got there he was sleeping so i went home. i didnt take that long to get ready i cant believe he fell asleep. we're sposed to go to the beach really early 2morrow..he better be awake! this is the first nite in soo long that im at my house by myself and i dont kno wat to do with myself. im soo bored. all my girls are out partyin in fitchburg but im 2 lazy to drive there. ughh. i want ryan to wake up n call..