Jul 25, 2005 15:30
just got outta work. sucha slow day it sucked. last nite gwynn came over n plans changed so we ended up meetin up with ryan and went to lindseys to toast marshmellows and make smores with amy brianna kati hutch randy and kenny. it was funn. then randy ryan and gwynn came over n we just chilled for a while. gwynn n randy left n me n ryan went to bed. woke up early to bring ryan to work then came home n fell asleep til i had to work. no clue wats up for 2nite. its gonna be a good nite i can already tell.
so its cool that people like to read my journal and tell other people wat it says. do u really care about me that much? wow im flattered. i dont kno wat u think ur getting out of telling him wat i write because honestly i dont give a shit. i write wat i feel and how it is..its my journal therefore my feelings. im so done with pats bullshit its not even funny. he called last nite n was like i hope ur happy with ryan and i was like actually i am really happy and he was like good well wait til u see how im gonna ruin shit, or somethin like that. haa cool. 2 bad your not gonna ruin n e thin. im completely thru with trying to be nice 2 him. im not gonna bother callin him n e more..im just gonna leave him alone. maybe then he'll stop harrassing me n live his own life. this is really gettin old and fuckin annoying.
ughh ppl really piss me off...
oh well im fuckin over it. im in lovee with my friends, i found the perfect boy, and life is pretty good rite about now. im happy with everything and thats all that matters. =)
i need to go shower n get ready...