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failure for the day and i dont' feel too bad... but wait til i see the scale tmrw morning.
i felt so resigned at dinner tonight, just thinking that I honestly can't go on without eating something sustaining for at least tonight. As always I ended up eating too much. But interestingly I had bowel movement, so either that meant I ate more than I realized or my bowel is coming back to life without the aid of fiber supplements. I hope it's the latter?
Gaaaaaaaaaaah. I hope i wont' be disappointed tmrw, but I can't help but think I will be. What a conundrum.
I saw the most wonderful movie tonight at Campbell Hall. It's the foreign film, "Lust, Caution" by Ang Lee. It was 2 1/2 hrs long, and so beautiful and sad. Slightly pornographic at times, but nothing us sexual beings can't handle. I'm so glad I went... almost missed out cuz I was being a lazy ass, and finally decided to go at the last minute and had to do a lil jog to get there. (On the subject of jogging, it was actually enjoyable, so I might pick that back up next week. ) The night was freezing when we finally got out at 10 pm, so I made a detour to the Arbor (campus grocery shop) and got a hot chocolate. I only drank 2/3 though and threw the other 1/3 again because it got too sweet and became an overkill.
I made my bf promise sushi for dinner tmrw so at least I know it's something light but we might be drinking tmrw. I havent' drank since last november and am not tempted at all. Gee, why cant' food be like that? =( In case you guys havne't seen my posts in the communities already, what do you guys do to avoid a binge when you feel it coming on ? I have NO IDEA whatsoever to do, hence I've been b/p-ing the whole week. -_- Someone save me!
i felt so resigned at dinner tonight, just thinking that I honestly can't go on without eating something sustaining for at least tonight. As always I ended up eating too much. But interestingly I had bowel movement, so either that meant I ate more than I realized or my bowel is coming back to life without the aid of fiber supplements. I hope it's the latter?
Gaaaaaaaaaaah. I hope i wont' be disappointed tmrw, but I can't help but think I will be. What a conundrum.
I saw the most wonderful movie tonight at Campbell Hall. It's the foreign film, "Lust, Caution" by Ang Lee. It was 2 1/2 hrs long, and so beautiful and sad. Slightly pornographic at times, but nothing us sexual beings can't handle. I'm so glad I went... almost missed out cuz I was being a lazy ass, and finally decided to go at the last minute and had to do a lil jog to get there. (On the subject of jogging, it was actually enjoyable, so I might pick that back up next week. ) The night was freezing when we finally got out at 10 pm, so I made a detour to the Arbor (campus grocery shop) and got a hot chocolate. I only drank 2/3 though and threw the other 1/3 again because it got too sweet and became an overkill.
I made my bf promise sushi for dinner tmrw so at least I know it's something light but we might be drinking tmrw. I havent' drank since last november and am not tempted at all. Gee, why cant' food be like that? =( In case you guys havne't seen my posts in the communities already, what do you guys do to avoid a binge when you feel it coming on ? I have NO IDEA whatsoever to do, hence I've been b/p-ing the whole week. -_- Someone save me!