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I learn more and more everyday.
Ya know I learn all the science stuff
how animo acids and a carboxyl group form at the end of a protien which is bonded by peptibonds. I learned the NH4+ is ammonium. I learned how to structure a essay properly and outline it.
of course right now I'm not writing as I should cause I do what I want.
and I dont feel like writing properly
A really kinda sad but true thing I learned today is.
well nobody has to love you.
I watch my parents bitch at eachother.
They don't share a happy love connection.
Its just kinda there way of surviving.
taking the easy way
a divorce or putting energy into a relationship is to much efffort
its kinda sad. i dont want to be in that situation when i get older.
i really just wanna make somebody happy. not see what i can get from them. but see what i can give.
College is pretty rough.
Everybody seems like aliens so hard to talk to make friends.
its probably just me.
I work hard but my grades aren't perfect.
My goal of a 4.0 is out the window
trying to accept it is even harder.
trying to understand if college is for me.
so many ppl go there
it doesnt make u smart or special if you go there
so many ppl graduate..and honestly have shitty lives.
I just feel like a llost the road to where I was going in life
cause I honestly dont know wheree
I honestly dont care about my feeling or thoughts
because biology is leading me to believe that were just forms of matter
with indicators of thoughts to protect our species
its hard...i think..always way to much.
sleeping pills dont work.
Ya know I learn all the science stuff
how animo acids and a carboxyl group form at the end of a protien which is bonded by peptibonds. I learned the NH4+ is ammonium. I learned how to structure a essay properly and outline it.
of course right now I'm not writing as I should cause I do what I want.
and I dont feel like writing properly
A really kinda sad but true thing I learned today is.
well nobody has to love you.
I watch my parents bitch at eachother.
They don't share a happy love connection.
Its just kinda there way of surviving.
taking the easy way
a divorce or putting energy into a relationship is to much efffort
its kinda sad. i dont want to be in that situation when i get older.
i really just wanna make somebody happy. not see what i can get from them. but see what i can give.
College is pretty rough.
Everybody seems like aliens so hard to talk to make friends.
its probably just me.
I work hard but my grades aren't perfect.
My goal of a 4.0 is out the window
trying to accept it is even harder.
trying to understand if college is for me.
so many ppl go there
it doesnt make u smart or special if you go there
so many ppl graduate..and honestly have shitty lives.
I just feel like a llost the road to where I was going in life
cause I honestly dont know wheree
I honestly dont care about my feeling or thoughts
because biology is leading me to believe that were just forms of matter
with indicators of thoughts to protect our species
its hard...i think..always way to much.
sleeping pills dont work.