rambling on..lol

[am_i_stoned]

im pretty excited
i get to see my good friend pam tonight..
i miss her..she lives an hour away =[

new subject
cassey dickey
..hmm
my best buddy
im gonna try not to talk shit
but this is just how it is
shes been self centered lately
she hasnt been a best friend at all
i found out last week my mom has really bad cancer..
its really scary because she could die.
and while i sit home crying every night
wishing id die..
she would be out with her boyfriend go figure
ud think your best friend would at least
give u a hug
or maybe talk to u for 5 min
nope..
shes to busy for that
i invite her to things
no she has to work.
excuse.excuse.excuse
i told her and shes just like sorry dude
my mom has basically been a mom to her
and she doesnt even have the decency to stop over
and wish her well..
fuck her
all she cares about is attention
i have class with her.
shes so fucken annoying
its just sad to lose a best friend
i dont hate her.

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