hooray for me

[am_i_demon]

Today was my first day in the toddler room. Goddamnit those kids are cute. I want a fat little baby, but since that's not an option, at least I get to hold fat little babies all day. Preschool Monday, Wednesday, and Friday...Postnet Tuesday and Thursday. Justin and I are still trying to get our heads above water from all the work I missed in July. I have some guilt issues about that, but no money to go to therapy and talk about them. Ain't that a B?

Saw the pdoc yesterday. He said I'm doing well now, but don't expect it to last. Lie to me. Please, just lie to me and tell me that I'm cured. Now I'm just waiting to crack again.

I need drugs. The bad kind.