Here’s Hoping
I’m in a mood. It’s probably a good thing that I’m not around other people at the moment, cause I imagine I’d be a bit of a bitch. I’m not really sure why, no reason I guess. I think it’s back to that whole thing, a lack of motivation. Sometimes its harder to be motivated when you only have one thing to do, then when you have a whole day full. Somehow, when you have a heap of tasks to do urgently, it makes you really stay on it. Really, the only thing I wanted to do today was to write my report about my summer research. It’s only supposed to be a page or so, and probably nobody will read it, and so it’s really hard to be all that concerned about it. I really should just get it over with, but I haven’t got all my results yet. At least, that’s how I justify having a lazy day today. Basically I just bummed around, and … well, actually I didn’t do much else. I tell myself that I’m taking it easy now, because honours is supposed to be a really tough year, but … I think I’m just justifying myself again. Well, fuck it. Day’s nearly over, I had fun, and I’m ready to go back to work tomorrow. This is the closest I ever get to being bad, so who really gives a shit?
I told you, in a mood. Definitely a good thing I’m not around people. At least my flat is really clean. I get a bit neurotic when I’m in a bad mood. I think I’ll pig out on food tonight, go to bed early, and hopefully tomorrow I’ll feel better. At least, marginally more able to cope with the world.