The last few days have been a roller coaster of emotion
So, remember how I said that I fucked it all up by not making my move then? The next day, Sunday, I called Belen and told her I have a really big crush on her... her response? "Why are you telling me this over the phone?" because you wouldn't come and see me. "I wish you hadn't told me that right now." As you can imagine I was completely crushed... like an egg with an anvil.
Later that day she called me and apologized for being so "cold" and said "it's not that I don't like you but.... well, we'll talk on monday". Oh, how I was confused then. Did she like me? Was she simply trying to bring me down softly after already crushing me?
The next day I was worried... nervous. This was yesterday, Monday. At lunch we finally had a chance to talk when everyone else left us alone. She told me that she DOES like me, but was worried for a couple reasons that I won't mention here as she told me them in confidence. I told her not to worry and that for the time being we would just be good friends that have crushes for eachother. In about a weeks time we might get together after our big exam in IB World History. I am SOOOO happy now. I really like her.
So, now what's the story? We've been flirting a lot and I feel like we're just getting closer by the day. I know it seems kind of lame but today we hugged and it just felt sooo nice. I wanted to be like that for much longer but sadly we had to get going. We are going out with some more of our friends for an early dinner tomorrow and I'm considering the possibility of our first kiss. I'm not sure because with her I want to make it extra special, we'll see and wait for the perfect moment.
love to you all
-Andrew
Later that day she called me and apologized for being so "cold" and said "it's not that I don't like you but.... well, we'll talk on monday". Oh, how I was confused then. Did she like me? Was she simply trying to bring me down softly after already crushing me?
The next day I was worried... nervous. This was yesterday, Monday. At lunch we finally had a chance to talk when everyone else left us alone. She told me that she DOES like me, but was worried for a couple reasons that I won't mention here as she told me them in confidence. I told her not to worry and that for the time being we would just be good friends that have crushes for eachother. In about a weeks time we might get together after our big exam in IB World History. I am SOOOO happy now. I really like her.
So, now what's the story? We've been flirting a lot and I feel like we're just getting closer by the day. I know it seems kind of lame but today we hugged and it just felt sooo nice. I wanted to be like that for much longer but sadly we had to get going. We are going out with some more of our friends for an early dinner tomorrow and I'm considering the possibility of our first kiss. I'm not sure because with her I want to make it extra special, we'll see and wait for the perfect moment.
love to you all
-Andrew