More than words
Someone recently said to me, "I mean, I don't know that well, but the past couple of weeks, sometimes it just looks like you're slowly breaking. And it worries me because I wonder if you're really okay."
Do people really perceive me to be slowly breaking? Is it that evident that my mind can't take all this shit anymore? I originally thought the social mask I put on everyday was enough to hide any such feelings, but I guess not.
Is it better to put on a mask every day or show people my real feelings? Personally, I think it's just easier for people to think I'm okay -- content, fine, happy. It's just easier and simpler for people to not worry about me whenever I'm down or a little bit emotionally unstable.
I guess I'm starting to break apart ... fall apart. I hope not. Maybe.
And I digress.
Priscilla Ahn is a lovely singer. Go check her out.
Do people really perceive me to be slowly breaking? Is it that evident that my mind can't take all this shit anymore? I originally thought the social mask I put on everyday was enough to hide any such feelings, but I guess not.
Is it better to put on a mask every day or show people my real feelings? Personally, I think it's just easier for people to think I'm okay -- content, fine, happy. It's just easier and simpler for people to not worry about me whenever I'm down or a little bit emotionally unstable.
I guess I'm starting to break apart ... fall apart. I hope not. Maybe.
And I digress.
Priscilla Ahn is a lovely singer. Go check her out.