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In the end all you have is yourself....
I always love my life... even if it's fucked up right now.
I always love my own pain management.. even if it make me drowning more deeper into the ocean of chaos.
I hate physical pain.. maybe that's why I haven't cut my skin or slit my wrist (not for death but for the feeling).
I hate people who always told me to pray when I'm in trouble... I believe in God but prayers never enough for me.. (or it is?)
I love the silence of the night because it taught me to hear.. sometimes the loudest voice came in the silence
I love being surrounded by my friends... but I also love my loneliness.. my freedom to be just with myself.
Because in the end all you have is yourself...
I always love my life... even if it's fucked up right now.
I always love my own pain management.. even if it make me drowning more deeper into the ocean of chaos.
I hate physical pain.. maybe that's why I haven't cut my skin or slit my wrist (not for death but for the feeling).
I hate people who always told me to pray when I'm in trouble... I believe in God but prayers never enough for me.. (or it is?)
I love the silence of the night because it taught me to hear.. sometimes the loudest voice came in the silence
I love being surrounded by my friends... but I also love my loneliness.. my freedom to be just with myself.
Because in the end all you have is yourself...