Kibun warui
For some reasons i have been dwelling in depression lately. Well i try to laugh, but afterwards my cheeks just feel sore, my left eye blurs and my general mood drops faster than a swooping roller coaster. These days home doesnt really feel like home. This sanctuary has fallen apart. Just looking at the visible cracks pisses me off. I keep remembering bad memories instead of the good ones and i cant bring myself to write anything. I feel stuck and frustrated at my helplessness. I cant blame anyone but myself.