i'll be your runaway.<3
opium poppy- noun.
- a poppy with grayish green leaves, grown as a source of opium. flowers: pink, red, or white. native to: europe, asia.
life has been awesome these past couple days. i am so in love with the thought of life that it's not even funny. there's no time to be moppy and depressed; the sun's shining, people are glowing, and the world is yours for the taking.
i feel fucking invinceable.
but it's wonderful, even if it's a whirlwind of chaos and confusion and anger and love and hate, and i love it so.
on a different note, i'm reading looking for alaska again. i love it so. just everything about it.
"So I walked back to my room and collapsed on the bottom bunk, thinking that if people were rain, I was drizzle and she was a hurricane."
i want to be like alaska young; an enigma and fascinating and confusing and self-destructive. i want to draw guys in. i want to live, to smoke to die. she is so freaking awesome, she's my idol, i swear.
but most of all, i want to live.