my hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me
my hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me
so wont you kill me so i die happy?
holy freaking crap. i mean...OMG! i havent been this happy in such a long time. theres so much crap going on right now in my life and one day just a couple of hours with him just makes it all dissappear. no thoughts about kenny no thoughts about my family no thoughts about anything. butterflies all the time, laughing, feeling cared about. this kind of stuff just doesnt happen for me. im so thankful right now. when im with him, nothing else thats going on matters, theres no feeling of being uncomfterable. i dont need to worry about anything i dont have to worry about being stupid or saying something stupid. nothing..we just click were so alike its scary. we talk for hours and hours all day long on the phone and never run out of things to talk about. this is all new to me and i cant wait to see where it goes. i finally feel like im being treated right instead of just like a piece of sh*t all of the time. its like "wow someones actually not hurting me" i mean kenny said he was my best friend and he was the only person on the face of the planet that knew what i was going through besides my mom and he just left, just like that didnt even call me to see how ive been with the situation and didnt call to ask if i needed to talk thats no best friend, and then this kid has gone through the SAME EXACT situation and he knows how to comfort me, idk its just awesome thats all i can say.
so wont you kill me so i die happy?
holy freaking crap. i mean...OMG! i havent been this happy in such a long time. theres so much crap going on right now in my life and one day just a couple of hours with him just makes it all dissappear. no thoughts about kenny no thoughts about my family no thoughts about anything. butterflies all the time, laughing, feeling cared about. this kind of stuff just doesnt happen for me. im so thankful right now. when im with him, nothing else thats going on matters, theres no feeling of being uncomfterable. i dont need to worry about anything i dont have to worry about being stupid or saying something stupid. nothing..we just click were so alike its scary. we talk for hours and hours all day long on the phone and never run out of things to talk about. this is all new to me and i cant wait to see where it goes. i finally feel like im being treated right instead of just like a piece of sh*t all of the time. its like "wow someones actually not hurting me" i mean kenny said he was my best friend and he was the only person on the face of the planet that knew what i was going through besides my mom and he just left, just like that didnt even call me to see how ive been with the situation and didnt call to ask if i needed to talk thats no best friend, and then this kid has gone through the SAME EXACT situation and he knows how to comfort me, idk its just awesome thats all i can say.