Dec 24, 2004 14:11
candle light was so much fun. i feel bad for my best friend because the guy she likes was making her sad the whole time. he would tell her she was stupid and stuff and it really hurt her feelings but she was still nice to him, i would have been like hah ef you.uh lots of memories from epcot.CREPE! elyssa bought me a heart shaped locket.its so cute i lover it. brittany and bk bought me the cutest purse too im using it now. okay so im guessing you guys are dying to know why im so happy now. i talked to a boy last night. we used to be friends when we were little and then he went to another school.his mom and my mom were like best friends when they were younger so ive like grown up around him and his family.we talked for like 5 and a half hours i think it was. we talked about everything. hes hott and he sang to me too.(which was totally awesome) he wasnt stupid, like he really knows how to hold onto a conversation thats not about stupid crap. i felt like butterflies with every other word he said. it wasnt even the things he said about me that made me feel like that it was just, i dont know something that was right about the whole thing. im not getting my hopes up too high. im just wanting to get to know him better as friends. im not expecting anything, if its meant to be it will happen.i havent felt that way in a long time. a really really reallly long time. like from the moment i woke up, i have this extremely happy feeling. i honestly havent felt happy like this since nico which was..over a year and a half ago. i can just sense that im going to have a good friendship with him. boys are still gay though, they always will be. haha i love how it will be like so perfect in the beginning and youre excited and watch in like 2 months ill be making an entry about how gay he is and how much he broke my heart. its an ongoing cycle, i can never find somebody that can make me happy for more than like a month i swear. i just stay with them because i know theres nobody better. bye ho's!