Fuck you all.
I hate being the good one. Trying to do the right thing all the time. It sucks. Yo uget no rewards and it seems like those who do wrong never get punished for their actions. Only I get hurt. No one else cares enough to hurt. They are all too fucked up on drugs. Fuck you all. (Except Andrew...thank god I have him.) Drugs are fucking lame and I hate them with every fiber of my body...and I hate all of you who do them...especially pot...I hate that the most...None of you see it as a drug, but I've come to hate it the most out of them all. So here I am, depressed, taking anti-anxiety pills my dad gave me (herbal ones not prescription), and none of the people who hurt me the most even realize they hurt me in the first place. Maybe one day they will sober and realize what they've done and apologize to me. Until then, at least I have Andrew who supports and understands me. I guess one person is better than no one...especially one person who is closer to me than a room full of druggies. There, I said it...I vented out how I am feeling...I feel a little better now...not much but it's a start...I'm not sorry if I offended anyone or pissed off anyone because I needed to let that out and everyone who knows me and reads this needs to hear it. However, if you are simply going to reply with some lame ass argument, I don't want to hear it. So just leave me alone if all you care about doing is defending yourself. God I hate feeling like this...