Count down till Tanner comes home- 5 days (I know it went up.. he doesnt come home till monday now)
So
today I did something that I hope was good. I broke up with Kyle
because my dad told me "I am not allowed to go out till I am 16". Now
he HAS told me that before and it is true, it just isnt the only reason.
I feel pretty good about this. I mean I did love him- I DO love him... it is just I am not in love with him. It just wasnt right. Besides, to "date" at 13 really isnt dating.. there is hardly any reason. I like liking a guy and not knowing more than actually having a boyfriend. I want a bit of a challange. I want to like him before I find out he likes me. I want to really like him.
Untill I find a guy who I really like who likes me back I am not going to have a boyfriend. And that is all there is to it. I will not be guilted in or anything anymore. I am for me now.
Now there is someone who I DO like. and you know who that is. I may try to persue it or maybe I will just daydream. What is so great about this is starting next Tuesday I get to see him nearly every day again. I can so not wait.
To everyone who is gonna be out of town for my birthday- I AM MAD AT YOU!!!! Well not really but I do hope you call me!!! (this is to Amanda, Allison, Kayla, Kyle, and Kirsten.
Also, Aaron I am trying to plan a sleepover on my birthday next wednesday.. if it happens would you maybe be able to come?
I gotta go. Bye for now!
I feel pretty good about this. I mean I did love him- I DO love him... it is just I am not in love with him. It just wasnt right. Besides, to "date" at 13 really isnt dating.. there is hardly any reason. I like liking a guy and not knowing more than actually having a boyfriend. I want a bit of a challange. I want to like him before I find out he likes me. I want to really like him.
Untill I find a guy who I really like who likes me back I am not going to have a boyfriend. And that is all there is to it. I will not be guilted in or anything anymore. I am for me now.
Now there is someone who I DO like. and you know who that is. I may try to persue it or maybe I will just daydream. What is so great about this is starting next Tuesday I get to see him nearly every day again. I can so not wait.
To everyone who is gonna be out of town for my birthday- I AM MAD AT YOU!!!! Well not really but I do hope you call me!!! (this is to Amanda, Allison, Kayla, Kyle, and Kirsten.
Also, Aaron I am trying to plan a sleepover on my birthday next wednesday.. if it happens would you maybe be able to come?
I gotta go. Bye for now!