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Yeah so today was pretty crappy as was last night. My mom was like talking to me about my D- in government and she was like saying it was because i didn't try hard enough, which really made me mad cause i studied for like 4 hrs for that stupid test and still onlypulled of a 66%. But if i get an A on my french test friday i can move closer to my french buddies! YAY! I always have to like, have on a happy face, in school, and at home, sometimes i just wanna cry, and its hard for me to even be sad on the outside anymore, i just feel sad on the inside and put back on my smile for everyone else. I don't know what my friends would do if i always acted the way i really feel, not that i fake my happiness, just i push aside my sadness to be happy. Which i guess isn't a bad thing,but sometimes it kinda sucks. Too bad guys don't go for personality anymore, or maybe they do and my personality sucks too, either way, i'm screwed!