Aug 18, 2005 22:43
Well i havent wrote in this in awhile i have been busy with stuff i had bball camp all week i missed the last day Becasue it was my Papa Franks funeral :-( Im glad that the boys came down bc it was nice to see them and Mike was a big help by comfortin me and goin to the casket! But i think that this pain will never go away i wish i could have spent more time with him!!! the day he died was the day i was gunna go to the hos[pital to give him polish sausage and then i sent a card to him that day that he never got!! I just dont no wats gunna happen everytime i step into that house i always look at his chair and think he is gunna be sitting there but of course he isnt there but its just like a habit that i have.. Well after the luncheon i went back to grandmas house and i went into Papa's chair and layed there the whole time with his blanket over me.... I MISS HIM So MUCH u cant even imagine!! i never imagined he would leave me so quick!! But i dunno so im just tryin to stay calm and strong for my grandma and family!! but right now im talkin to a few diff ppl so im out!!
R.I.P. Papa Frank I love you and Miss you so much!!!
((All i want is my Papa))
<3
Alyssa
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