life is crazy

[alyssa4u2690]

hey people....im bored outta my mind....life is pretty straight i guess...i was going out with this guy named james for about two months and then he broke up with me...well actually he broke up with me a total amount of four times while we were going out...but anyways...yah lol this time i think it is over forsure! Actulley i kno it is over forsure...do i want it to be no not really...but i guess what i want dont matter. we had a pretty good relationship...i just hope we can still be friends...actually that probably wont happen...but i wish it could. It was really love this time...but isnt that how it usually goes when you finally think youve found the one you want and the one you would do ANYTHING for...(yes anything)...then they just drop you like it was nothing? whatver though...im gonna smile b-cuz it happened! Yes alyssa is once again heartbroken...but who cares.

<3 alyssa

i will always love you james horton...

dont cry becuase its over....smile becuase it happened.