disappointed
i am so disappointed in myself
i let myself get really fat, i hate how i look right now it really grosses me out and every time mark goes to touch me i feel like its the biggest turn off to him ever, i really let myself go when ryan broke up with me in the fall, or somewhere around then....it sucks, my grades arent too hott this year either which sucks....but i seriously need to lose some weight ive gained quite the little belly i only wish id gain some more weight in my tits bc i feel like im actually losing those in some fucked up metabolism kind of way...hm i hope my mouth starts to feel better soon
i need to
work out to lose this fucking cellulite
get re highlighted
wax the eyebrows
tan a bit
LOSE THIS BELLY AND THE FLAB UNDER MY ASS
LOSE THE THIGHS
AND GET LIP IMPLANTS
OH
and if anyone sees my boobs, i think they ran away tell them to come back PLEASE.....
thats all
ok, im done.
night
i let myself get really fat, i hate how i look right now it really grosses me out and every time mark goes to touch me i feel like its the biggest turn off to him ever, i really let myself go when ryan broke up with me in the fall, or somewhere around then....it sucks, my grades arent too hott this year either which sucks....but i seriously need to lose some weight ive gained quite the little belly i only wish id gain some more weight in my tits bc i feel like im actually losing those in some fucked up metabolism kind of way...hm i hope my mouth starts to feel better soon
i need to
work out to lose this fucking cellulite
get re highlighted
wax the eyebrows
tan a bit
LOSE THIS BELLY AND THE FLAB UNDER MY ASS
LOSE THE THIGHS
AND GET LIP IMPLANTS
OH
and if anyone sees my boobs, i think they ran away tell them to come back PLEASE.....
thats all
ok, im done.
night