Jan 03, 2005 11:53
i'm at lunch
about 5 minutes ago i just reached my breaking point, nothing significant happened, it just all rushed to shore and i got to see the damages
i cant pretend to be ok anymore,
i just want to be left alone for a while i guess, and i dont want to explain anything to anyone,
i feel like when you show up somewhere but the music is so good and the temperature is just right so you dont wanna get out of the car..so you reverse and keep driving while thinking of an excuse to be late.....riiight....THAT feeling, well i am my own car and i think if i get out and explain anything to anyone i'll fall apart again....
just let me be foir a while all.
i'll be fine eventually