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thanksgiving came and went without major incident.. (yay!)
ian's family was all very complimentary and the turkey wasn't frozen.. or burnt!
that made me feel really good - bringing a beautiful dinner to the table so that people i care about, who care even more about each other, can have a happy evening together in my warm cozy house.
i wish i could have that sort of thing more often.
we have leftovers for an eternity.
i guess i cook like my mother - way too much.
friday night my brother mike came up to visit. mom gave him twenty hours notice the weekend before and then jerry picked him up and moved him back into skamania for a while. mom is crazy. i love her. but i also kind of hate her. heh. that sucks.
but visiting w/ mike was great. i really miss him. i wish he could have stuck around for more than a few hours, but thats kind of how it goes with him. not super social.
sounds like i'll see him again mid december and then of course on christmas, so i'll settle for that.
finals are approaching rapidly and i am not - repeat NOT - ready. but i guess i'll have to be.
i'm changing my mind about jobs. again. and majors too. again.
i dont know that i'll ever figure out what the f i'm doing.
i'm nearly as frustrated with myself as the people around me are, i'm sure.
i'm tired of hearing myself talk about changing my mind.
but, i'd rather wade through the muck now than stick with a wrong decision.
the point is i dont have a clue what i'm going to do. i'm just slowly eliminating the things i'm not going to do it seems.
so i didn't apply for the caretaker job. two of the employees at petstop are likely to leave - relatively soon. so theres a possibility of some better positions opening up for me. i just hope the people we hire dont suck ass.
christmas cards are done! i just need one more address, but i'll have to get it from my mom so i'm putting it off. heh. and i need to pick up the pretty christmas stamps. then they'll go out. hopefully by wednesday they'll be in the mail.
oh. i have to call my grandma too..
and read two chapters of anth.
and do my morning workout.
and stand on the scale and hate myself.
and finish my tea.
and pet the cat.
and write two essays for humanities.
so i should probably go.
ian's family was all very complimentary and the turkey wasn't frozen.. or burnt!
that made me feel really good - bringing a beautiful dinner to the table so that people i care about, who care even more about each other, can have a happy evening together in my warm cozy house.
i wish i could have that sort of thing more often.
we have leftovers for an eternity.
i guess i cook like my mother - way too much.
friday night my brother mike came up to visit. mom gave him twenty hours notice the weekend before and then jerry picked him up and moved him back into skamania for a while. mom is crazy. i love her. but i also kind of hate her. heh. that sucks.
but visiting w/ mike was great. i really miss him. i wish he could have stuck around for more than a few hours, but thats kind of how it goes with him. not super social.
sounds like i'll see him again mid december and then of course on christmas, so i'll settle for that.
finals are approaching rapidly and i am not - repeat NOT - ready. but i guess i'll have to be.
i'm changing my mind about jobs. again. and majors too. again.
i dont know that i'll ever figure out what the f i'm doing.
i'm nearly as frustrated with myself as the people around me are, i'm sure.
i'm tired of hearing myself talk about changing my mind.
but, i'd rather wade through the muck now than stick with a wrong decision.
the point is i dont have a clue what i'm going to do. i'm just slowly eliminating the things i'm not going to do it seems.
so i didn't apply for the caretaker job. two of the employees at petstop are likely to leave - relatively soon. so theres a possibility of some better positions opening up for me. i just hope the people we hire dont suck ass.
christmas cards are done! i just need one more address, but i'll have to get it from my mom so i'm putting it off. heh. and i need to pick up the pretty christmas stamps. then they'll go out. hopefully by wednesday they'll be in the mail.
oh. i have to call my grandma too..
and read two chapters of anth.
and do my morning workout.
and stand on the scale and hate myself.
and finish my tea.
and pet the cat.
and write two essays for humanities.
so i should probably go.