What a different type of day....
Hey. Haven't written in a while but i just felt like i needed to write out my feelings of my day. Today i went to church then at 1:30 picked up Will (my supposed Prom date) then we went to look for a him a tux which was a total flop bc there was nothing for him to try on. Then we went to Marys house at 3 for a Prom meeting about where to eat and what to do and junk and so we were there for like 2 hours.. It was fun to be with my friends but Will kind of got on my nerves and on the way over to look at tuxes he was like " If you find someone else to go with or get a bf then just tell me and it will be cool." And that makes like the 3rd time now that he's said that... which gives me the impression that he doesnt really wanna go with me. So i think after today that I might just tell him that I'd rather go alone bc he's all into the "party" life and I'm definately not. I'm a really good girl and proud to say it. I don't like to drink and i don't smoke and he loves to drink and party... plus he's only a sophomore so it kinda makes me think that he doesnt know what he's doing. it's my senior prom and i just want it to be perfect.. it makes me so depressed. Last year i got a date from Georgia which was wonderful and i loved having Robert go with me but it's just like now i have no one to go with that i like or and i just want it to be perfect for once. But yeah sorry to be rambling on about this but it's really all im thinking about now...I wonder sometimes what i do that makes people not like me.. bc i don't think i'm that bad of a person.. i try to treat people with respect and be nice to them like i would like to be treated.. but just sometimes you get screwd. that's the only way there is to say it... But i guess life goes on and I'm thankful for the good friends that I do have and you know who you are.. so thanks for being there for me through thick and thin.. i love you all. :) Have a great night.
If you are having a bad day or are thinking about stuff that stresses you out go read your Bible bc it says in the Bible that " All scripture is inspired by God and is useful to teach us what is true and to make us realize what is wrong in our lives. It straightens us out and teaches us to do right." - 2 TIMOTHY 3:16 NLT