why

[alysha12]

i thought i was done cry about it. i guess not. i am missing dave so much. today i found his type of live journal. that made sad. sometime dont u wish you could change somethings. i do just for a day. in school yesterday we were watchin Opera and there was this one litte kid that said before she goes to bed she thinks about losing her family and she prays that it doesnt happen. and the class laughed. i didnt see what was so fun about that.. i never thought about losing him. if i thought about it i think i would want to know him even better. so just think it could happen. make everyday worth living.
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