i dont think you are callous, i understand how you are feeling 100%. i love you. thank you for calling when i was sick, it meant a lot to me. and thanks for sharing the medicine, glad i dont have to be the only dead girl. i dont know why God is not taking her faster, i wish he would. she is miserable. and that is such a hard thing to say, God please take grandma, but i have been praying all the time that he would. for everyones sake. the fighting has become ridiculous, mom is so upset that she isnt even allowed to grieve her own way. i understand her wanting to be there one more time... because i would be the same if it was our mom that was passing. we'd love her too much to not freak out everytime they tell us its almost the end, we just might be a lot more understanding of eachother.
i have felt like jeff has not been there for mom, last night i watched her cry on the couch and he just kept watching tv and then went into the bedroom. she needed a hug, and i didnt feel like she wanted my hug this time, she didnt want me holding her close and wiping her eyes... i went in the bedroom and said to him that she needed to be comforted, she was really upset. he went out and said to her, well what is it now. didnt touch her, just asked her that. i wont lie i was a little angry at this lack of affection for our mom, but it was his way of dealing with it i guess so whatever.
i love you bink, call you later today probably. gab
i dont think you are callous, i understand how you are feeling 100%.
i love you. thank you for calling when i was sick, it meant a lot to me.
and thanks for sharing the medicine, glad i dont have to be the only dead girl.
i dont know why God is not taking her faster, i wish he would. she is miserable. and that is such a hard thing to say, God please take grandma, but i have been praying all the time that he would. for everyones sake.
the fighting has become ridiculous, mom is so upset that she isnt even allowed to grieve her own way. i understand her wanting to be there one more time... because i would be the same if it was our mom that was passing. we'd love her too much to not freak out everytime they tell us its almost the end, we just might be a lot more understanding of eachother.
i have felt like jeff has not been there for mom, last night i watched her cry on the couch and he just kept watching tv and then went into the bedroom. she needed a hug, and i didnt feel like she wanted my hug this time, she didnt want me holding her close and wiping her eyes... i went in the bedroom and said to him that she needed to be comforted, she was really upset. he went out and said to her, well what is it now. didnt touch her, just asked her that. i wont lie i was a little angry at this lack of affection for our mom, but it was his way of dealing with it i guess so whatever.
i love you bink,
call you later today probably.
gab
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