It isn't worth it
With as little time that we truly have on this earth (~80yrs really isn't all that long comparatively), I've come to the conclusion that grudges aren't worth my time.
Grudges, anger, hatred.... it really isn't worth my time.
I was sort of slapped in the face with the realization that i still care for you, even though things didn't end on the best of terms. I'm not actually sure about what it was i did, hence i can't apologize. I'm not looking to rebuild a friendship. especially if it isn't what you want. I think part of me is only looking for forgiveness... I remember the late nights, the phone calls at 2AM because you were upset and needed someone to talk to... You managed to get through things that bothered you once upon a time and find someone. and get married.
And you know what? I'm Happy for you. I truly wish you the best because it is all i can do. Everything that's gone down in the last year has taught me so much.
Anyway, I just need to get that out.
And... Good Luck
Grudges, anger, hatred.... it really isn't worth my time.
I was sort of slapped in the face with the realization that i still care for you, even though things didn't end on the best of terms. I'm not actually sure about what it was i did, hence i can't apologize. I'm not looking to rebuild a friendship. especially if it isn't what you want. I think part of me is only looking for forgiveness... I remember the late nights, the phone calls at 2AM because you were upset and needed someone to talk to... You managed to get through things that bothered you once upon a time and find someone. and get married.
And you know what? I'm Happy for you. I truly wish you the best because it is all i can do. Everything that's gone down in the last year has taught me so much.
Anyway, I just need to get that out.
And... Good Luck