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All right, everyone.....
after a good night of thinking, i've come to a decision:
I'm done with the BULLSHIT.
Seriously, my own and that of other people. i'm sick of the lies and the excuses, as well as the fights that come up as a result of the aforementioned. I'm just tired of it all.
My friends are precious to me, and i seem to keep messing things up with them... listening to what others say and not forming my own opinion anymore. i loved that i used to be able to do that. it made things a hell of a lot easier.
No more.
I'm tired of fighting with my best friend because of all of this. i know i am somewhat immature at times, and i am fixing that. helping me to "see the light" so to speak, is something she's very good at. i plan to change all the things that strain my friendships so that i can be happier overall...
On another note:
for those who are out of the loop, several things have happened to me lately.
1) i got a job as a note-taker in my US History class. not much money, but it's Something till i get another job.
2) finally went to the doctor about my knees and my headaches. my knees: tendonitis, which is normal in teen girls apparently. my headaches: to the doctor, it seems only tension headaches, not migraines, but i honestly think that at least Some of them are migraines.
3) back in counseling. meh on that. not much to say.
4) spending less time with the boys. still trying to get in time with my boyfriend, but he works the five-midnight shift at Dunkin' Donuts(not the one i used to work at). i have some classes later in the day, so i don't see him as much weekdays. i almost never see our friend Scott because not only is he in school too, but....i don't know. just don't see him much. twice in two weeks. i hate sounding mean, but it's a good thing. the fights my boyfriend and i have when he is around aren't happening anymore. it helps me feel better about us.
whee, that's all for now, then. leave me love or comments
Byez, all
after a good night of thinking, i've come to a decision:
I'm done with the BULLSHIT.
Seriously, my own and that of other people. i'm sick of the lies and the excuses, as well as the fights that come up as a result of the aforementioned. I'm just tired of it all.
My friends are precious to me, and i seem to keep messing things up with them... listening to what others say and not forming my own opinion anymore. i loved that i used to be able to do that. it made things a hell of a lot easier.
No more.
I'm tired of fighting with my best friend because of all of this. i know i am somewhat immature at times, and i am fixing that. helping me to "see the light" so to speak, is something she's very good at. i plan to change all the things that strain my friendships so that i can be happier overall...
On another note:
for those who are out of the loop, several things have happened to me lately.
1) i got a job as a note-taker in my US History class. not much money, but it's Something till i get another job.
2) finally went to the doctor about my knees and my headaches. my knees: tendonitis, which is normal in teen girls apparently. my headaches: to the doctor, it seems only tension headaches, not migraines, but i honestly think that at least Some of them are migraines.
3) back in counseling. meh on that. not much to say.
4) spending less time with the boys. still trying to get in time with my boyfriend, but he works the five-midnight shift at Dunkin' Donuts(not the one i used to work at). i have some classes later in the day, so i don't see him as much weekdays. i almost never see our friend Scott because not only is he in school too, but....i don't know. just don't see him much. twice in two weeks. i hate sounding mean, but it's a good thing. the fights my boyfriend and i have when he is around aren't happening anymore. it helps me feel better about us.
whee, that's all for now, then. leave me love or comments
Byez, all