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Word of the day
Reservation: 1. Something that is kept back or withheld.
2. An unstated doubt that prevents you from accepting something wholeheartedly.
Why do most people have so many reservations?
I know I do...but I wonder why. Fear, I guess.
Scared of the possibilities of anything and everything.
Scared of the bad naturally...but scared of the good as well? Yes.
You can't get much of anything good without putting yourself out there for the possibility of something bad happening.
Kind of...or exactly...like people who don't open themselves up for relationships. Fear of rejection, being hurt, losing a friend. I'm sure being previously hurt and not wanting it to happen again would seem like reason enough to back away from the possibility of anything even resembling a relationship. Who's to say that said "relationship" wouldn't be one of the best things to ever really happen to someone?
In all honesty, I am completely clueless on the subject at hand.
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Soul mates: One of two persons compatible with each other in disposition, point of view, or sensitivity.
Love at first sight: An instantaneous attraction to someone or something.
Those definitions weren't exactly what I was looking for.
People say that when you're with "the one" you "just know." I don't think I'd ever trust my feelings..."Just knowing" doesn't seem so reliable to me. You could "just know" the person you're with is "the one"...who's to say they feel the same way?
I love to believe in soul mates. Whether or not they exist...whether or not I have one...I still like the idea.
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Today...OH TODAY.
What a day it has been. So, I wake up at 8:45...blah blah blah.
I went to my biology class which scheduled to get out at 10:50, but has gotten out early everyday. We have a test next Tuesday so we got out extremely early today. I walked back to my room knowing that my roommate's "boy" would be here today and I'd have to disappear at some point. I open the door to my room and my roommate her boy were on top of the covers having sex. THE DOOR WAS UNLOCKED. I mean come on. It's not hard to lock the door...actually, it's quite easy. I shut the door and waited outside in the hall for about 5 minutes and knocked on the door. She came to the door and was like "Sorry!" I just came in and got my stuff for my next class which was at 1...and sat in the lounge right next to my room for about 2 hours and did some homework.
I am ready to sleep in my own bed again. Praise the lord that tomorrow is Friday and I'm coming home.