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[alyna216]

I am sitting here watching The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants 2 and it's at the part when Lena and Costas get back together after all the shit they went through and I'm sitting here thinking wtf...I'm in a similar situation they were in, but the only difference is that the guy I dated acts like he wants me back, but doesn't want to hurt the other girl. I'm keeping my distance but it is just so confusing. Then we spoke and since we are apart he is going to stay with her, but he says he wants to say close and all that crap then he wants to be with me. Idk what the hell he wants. I wanted him back but if it's going to be this confusing then I just said forget it, I give up. If he wants to come back then its his choice, I'm not going to wait around any longer. Life is too short to wait around. Even though I do love him and it hurts I refuse to be "the other woman" and wait for someone that isn't sure that they will be back in my life. This isn't the first time that this has happened to me either...Love is never on my side..I want to take cupid and choke him slowly for all the pain i've been through... =]

My advice to girls out there in a similar situation, do not wait. Live your life. If they come back around and you are available and you want to try again then go for it. Until then, don't sit around looking like a fool. Life is too short to wait around for a guy.

I just needed to rant a little because this was just eating me up inside.

-Sammi<3