Woah it's been a while.
Well, it's been a while since I've been here. I don't even know why I'm here in the first place. I guess I'm just bored and tired and I need somewhere to vent and since no one I want to talk to is awake, this will just have to do until everyone is awake.
Well, RP (roleplay) has pretty much consumed me. LOL. I roleplay as Jeanne Benoit from NCIS (season 4+5). It's really fun and just keeps me away from the shit going on in my actual life. It's like, I can be someone else for a few hours to relax then go back to being myself whenever. It's pretty fun. Not healthy,in a sense, but it works for me. I RP on myspace and Twitter. Jeanne is the ex girlfriend of Special Agent Anthony DiNozzo. Even though on the show they aren't together anymore, and probably never will be, I still like to RP as her and make it like WHAT IF they got back together type of thing. The only thing that's missing really is Ziva and McGee and Abby (since my friend stopped playing her). So...if anyones interested in RP as Abby,McGee or Ziva... yeah.. just talk to me on twitter. @_JeanneBenoit
I'm starting my hardcore diet again. I need to get on my game so I can be healthy and feel better about myself. I fluctuate in weight more than Raven Symone for christ sake, my weight is always up and down, lately it's been more up than down. I already lost about 20 lbs, but I need to lost much more and it's time to stop fucking around and get my shit together. I have to do what I have to do. I just get scared that once I do lose the weight, I'll be a different person, but not for the better...I don't want to go back to my old ways of being...primiscuous. That was a bad time in my life and that's the last person i want to become....also, when the weight is down, i tend to attract the wrong people and I don't realize it until its too late. So it's like I want to lose the weight, but i'm afraid to at the same time.
I'll be back later.. i think
Well, RP (roleplay) has pretty much consumed me. LOL. I roleplay as Jeanne Benoit from NCIS (season 4+5). It's really fun and just keeps me away from the shit going on in my actual life. It's like, I can be someone else for a few hours to relax then go back to being myself whenever. It's pretty fun. Not healthy,in a sense, but it works for me. I RP on myspace and Twitter. Jeanne is the ex girlfriend of Special Agent Anthony DiNozzo. Even though on the show they aren't together anymore, and probably never will be, I still like to RP as her and make it like WHAT IF they got back together type of thing. The only thing that's missing really is Ziva and McGee and Abby (since my friend stopped playing her). So...if anyones interested in RP as Abby,McGee or Ziva... yeah.. just talk to me on twitter. @_JeanneBenoit
I'm starting my hardcore diet again. I need to get on my game so I can be healthy and feel better about myself. I fluctuate in weight more than Raven Symone for christ sake, my weight is always up and down, lately it's been more up than down. I already lost about 20 lbs, but I need to lost much more and it's time to stop fucking around and get my shit together. I have to do what I have to do. I just get scared that once I do lose the weight, I'll be a different person, but not for the better...I don't want to go back to my old ways of being...primiscuous. That was a bad time in my life and that's the last person i want to become....also, when the weight is down, i tend to attract the wrong people and I don't realize it until its too late. So it's like I want to lose the weight, but i'm afraid to at the same time.
I'll be back later.. i think