Apr 21, 2010 03:33
Right now I can't sleep, due to the fact that I didn't take my sleeping pill, but anyway, I was thinking about something serious to me and I thought I should post something about it.
Faith.
I am a Christian. I believe in God and I believe that Christ is my savior and the son of God.
But I have an issue.
At times I think, what if it's all a lie? What if there is no such thing and I did and didn't do certain things in my life for no reason at all? It scares the living hell out of me because I hope and pray that there is something else after this life, but what if there isn't?
Usually I will think these things then get over it and be sure that there is a Heaven and that I will be there one day, but then later on that little voice in my head starts doubting again. Are there any other Christians that think this way? I feel alone when I have these thoughts and I'm tired of being terrified by myself...I need someone to talk to about this...
Well, I'm done for my minor rant. Take care.
-Sammi<3
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