Double Standards?

Sep 12, 2010 21:33

I'm not going to name names in this post... You can make your own conclusions... think what you want.  I just feel like I need to get this off my chest... It's bothering me a little.

So... I used to have a huge crush on this guy... and he told me at the time that he didn't, or we didn't really talk about it.  I don't remember for sure...  But, we met up again a few years ago, and it turns out that I hadn't really gotten over my crush on him, and he said he had one on me too... So, we kind of spent a lot of time together while I was there.  But, he told me that he didn't want to have a long distance relationship.  I can respect that, and I appreciate the honesty.

And I thought I got over it.

I still talk to him, though maybe not as frequently as I may like... And I texted him tonight.  We talked for a while, and I found out that he was going to move to North Carolina.  He told me he was moving to NC to be with his girlfriend.

I don't know if she moved to NC after they began dating, but it felt like a bit of a slap in the face... and I guess I thought I was over it, but I'm really not...   I don't know... It just feels like I got the short end of the stick, so to speak... and I kind of want to beat him in the fucking head for it.

Just needed to say it, I guess.

double standards

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