shiza
well guys today i have ruined my life and royaly fucked myself. today i skiped class and went off with my friends girlfreind to her house. we got there striped and one thing led to another. we were going to keep it a secret but i get home from work and 100 people are iming me asking wtf and why did i do it. alot of people are mad at me. she told her boyfriend today what happend and work spreaded faster than smalpox.i feel so guilty now i feel bad for josh. now tonight i have to see if my relationship with my girlfriend can stay together and prevaile. i have been feeling guilty all day and just feel like i want to die. usually listening to tool calms me down but its not doing anything but making me go into a sad violent rage. i screwed up big time