Busy! But I Need My Friends!

[alyflute31]

I've been rather stressed out lately, just with the amount of stuff I have to do.  I know I thrive under stress, but part of the thriving involves me having a day when I completely break down.  Today and yesterday I feel have been the first phase of my stressing.  I KNOW I chose to do this much and I like it, I just have to deal with it all.  It's a little hard when one of your closest friends seems to be ignoring you/seems annoyed with you.  I have other friends I can turn to, but when it's your best friend, it's a little hard to deal with sometimes.  But at the same time, I don't need some of the judgments.  I don't know, I don't think I can properly put how I feel into words right now.
In case you're interested, here's a list of my life these days.
Organizing Toast NW (big band festival)- May 12
School
    Shakespeare: a play a week, 2 papers, 2 big tests
    English history: 2 big papers, scary final
    Psychology: MANY books to read, 3 tests
Playing flute and picc in Into the Woods: rehearsals plus shows: May 24-June 3
Working at the Seattle Symphony: Tues, Thurs, Fri
Band things
    Spring game: April 28
    Windermere Cup: May 5
    Toast (obviously): May 12
    Picc retreat?  Which I might not even be able to go to now!  :( : May 18-20
Cape Town application (luckily I finished my Orcas Island one!): May 4
I basically can't have a social life until school ends.  But at the same time, I can't function without my friends.  I want my mommy!  Lol!