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[alyciarovner]

 valentines day...

spent it consoling the girl i've been falling for,
because she's breaking down because of her ex girlfriend

and its funny cuz
when you really fall for someone,
no one else can compare.
everyone else is there... and all at once the rest of the world wants you...
but you only want them.

and you think,
how could i ever be with anyone else?
she has everything i want...

we have the connection,
the realness, the common lifestyles,
she has the humor, the beauty,
and the sex,

i dont think theres a girl out there that could have sex with me the way she does,
shes everything i ever fantasized about..

and then you think,
ok i've felt like this before...
people get over each other...
i think this girl just may be the hardest girl in the world to get over...

and i dont think its over.
i think shes going through shit, 
but everytime shes in town she cant help but see me,
and she cant help but text me goodnight

maybe she will realize what we have is real,

or maybe im not what shes looking for.

sometimes i look at myself and think how could she not want me,
i could give her everything.

people dont want everything,
they want what they cant have

all these games

with my stressful life,
and stressful job,
all i want is someone to come home to...
what are you working for if its not love?
what are you living for?

ill never be someone to live for work,
or school,
that shits not for me...

i live for women
orgasms and tits and asses and smiles and scents and panties
its all i want, all of it give me all of it