Sep 18, 2005 00:05
Brad and I have to talk when he gets home.
Don't worry, I don't think we'll break up...but it's always a possibility. The ONLY plus side would be that I get to go home. But I'd be so miserable it wouldn't matter where I was.
His plusses are innumerable. He could go out and get drunk and stoned and do whatever he wanted whenever he wanted. I feel like I'm holding him back, like he wants to do so much stuff and have fun and I'm getting in the way. I don't know, I'll keep you posted on what happens. All I know is that I love him soo much, and I wouldn't be able to make it without him. But the way things are going I wouldn't last that long anyways.
brad