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and so it is .. that it's the start of another week. what have i been up to ? not a lot.
last week .. i went to the gym four days for at least two hours each time. yay for that, but mainly i was just making up for the massive amount of cake i was eating at home. man. i hate when my mom makes delicious desserts that i can't stay away from. cookies, brownies, cake .. what's next you ask? there's cheesecake in the fridge right now, but i've avoided it so far so i think i'm good. hopefully i'll go to the gym just as much this week, and maybe we'll see some progress.
last friday i spent with tyler. he came over and spent the night with him .. and once again .. i am so in love with him. friday night he was like "you help me get through my week. on the weekend when i see you, it like makes me happy and i reboot. i always feel so good after i see you. then by wednesday, all i want to do is get away from the school work and see you again." it was really sweet. we haven't fought in almost three weeks now .. which is amazing because we were fighting every single time we talked for a while there. he's back to calling me once in a while just to tell me hi and stuff .. or if i text message him and say i'm not feeling well, he'll usually call to try and make me smile .. or at least tell me he hopes i feel better. it's really nice. things are starting to feel like a relationship again.
saturday night i went out with nellie and TJ to this kid greg's dorm room at uconn. we just hung out and drank .. played some card games with a deck that was missing an ace. haha. fun. the guys even ordered four pounds of wings from wings over storrs . can i just say .. holy crap, i have never seen so many chicken wings. the giant container it came in looked like they were catering. hahaha .. at least i get to steal a wing or two. yum yum. at the end of the night .. the weather was awful, i was pretty drunk, and so i just spent the night at nellie's.
i'm back to talking to stacie again, which is really nice. i'm hoping that next weekend i can say her. i could have gone out with her on saturday night to tommy's house for brandi's birthday party .. but i felt kind of weird. apparently all of jay's friends have girlfriends now .. and that's fine, but then i feel kind of awkward if i'm at a huge party filled with couples and my boyfriend is missing in action. i don't care that much, but i just didn't want to deal with it on saturday.
sunday (yesterday) i had an awful day. i mean it was daylights savings time so that was awesome, but the fun ended there. woke up at 9:00 .. but it was like really 8:00 for my body. felt kind of awkward at nellie's .. so i left around ten. made the drive home, which i'm getting really tired of, and just kind of chilled. the weather was crappy again .. so right away that is a damper. around 11:00 my period showed up .. so the joys of that are self explainatory. no one was home and i had no idea where they were, but when my mom got home she like pounded down the bedroom door .. and then went on a rant about a parking ticket i got at uconn. holy crap. i wish i could just convey how trivial a parking ticket is. i hate when she treats me like i'm twelve. so that made me feel awful and annoyed. then .. my computer got some malware virus shit on it .. and it hasn't been the same. *sigh* i got so frustrated and emotional trying to fix it that all i wanted to do was call tyler, but tyler's cell phone was dead. figures. eventually, though, tyler actually signed online from the library to say hi to me. when he heard about my emotional drama he invited me to come sit with him at the library .. and i eagerly accepted. just seeing his beautiful blue eyes and his smile always makes me feel better.
so last night at uconn .. tyler and i just sat together in a little corner study room on the fourth floor of the uconn library while he did his homework for like three hours. i just kind of flipped through the campus newspaper during the time, but every once in a while he'd stop what he was doing and just hug me or kiss me. i felt so much better .. just being with him. he made me laugh and i got to see him smile. it was so worth it. around 1:00 in the morning tyler decided he was done reading psychology for the night so we went to the subway at store24 and got some food. when we were done eating and chatting, i drove him back to the dorm and tyler gave me a beautiful hug and kiss goodbye and told me he loved me. i feel so relaxed when i'm around him these days. like i'm home.
so i get home last night and try to perform some miracles on my computer. i think i actually did get the shit to stop doing whatever it was doing, but i think there's traces of it still on my computer. i should really make a backup of the shit i want to save just in case my comp crashes one day. i might do it anyway just so that i can reinstall windows. who knows. for some reason .. i didnt fall asleep until 6:00 in the morning this morning. sucks. now i've slept until 2:00 in the afternoon. so annoying.
at least today is sunny and spring-like. spring weekend is soon .. and may is just around the corner. summer will be here soon. the years keep flying by faster it seems. i hope wherever they take me .. that they take me with tyler. *sigh*
well .. i guess that's it for now. i'll write again later.
xoxo alycia
last week .. i went to the gym four days for at least two hours each time. yay for that, but mainly i was just making up for the massive amount of cake i was eating at home. man. i hate when my mom makes delicious desserts that i can't stay away from. cookies, brownies, cake .. what's next you ask? there's cheesecake in the fridge right now, but i've avoided it so far so i think i'm good. hopefully i'll go to the gym just as much this week, and maybe we'll see some progress.
last friday i spent with tyler. he came over and spent the night with him .. and once again .. i am so in love with him. friday night he was like "you help me get through my week. on the weekend when i see you, it like makes me happy and i reboot. i always feel so good after i see you. then by wednesday, all i want to do is get away from the school work and see you again." it was really sweet. we haven't fought in almost three weeks now .. which is amazing because we were fighting every single time we talked for a while there. he's back to calling me once in a while just to tell me hi and stuff .. or if i text message him and say i'm not feeling well, he'll usually call to try and make me smile .. or at least tell me he hopes i feel better. it's really nice. things are starting to feel like a relationship again.
saturday night i went out with nellie and TJ to this kid greg's dorm room at uconn. we just hung out and drank .. played some card games with a deck that was missing an ace. haha. fun. the guys even ordered four pounds of wings from wings over storrs . can i just say .. holy crap, i have never seen so many chicken wings. the giant container it came in looked like they were catering. hahaha .. at least i get to steal a wing or two. yum yum. at the end of the night .. the weather was awful, i was pretty drunk, and so i just spent the night at nellie's.
i'm back to talking to stacie again, which is really nice. i'm hoping that next weekend i can say her. i could have gone out with her on saturday night to tommy's house for brandi's birthday party .. but i felt kind of weird. apparently all of jay's friends have girlfriends now .. and that's fine, but then i feel kind of awkward if i'm at a huge party filled with couples and my boyfriend is missing in action. i don't care that much, but i just didn't want to deal with it on saturday.
sunday (yesterday) i had an awful day. i mean it was daylights savings time so that was awesome, but the fun ended there. woke up at 9:00 .. but it was like really 8:00 for my body. felt kind of awkward at nellie's .. so i left around ten. made the drive home, which i'm getting really tired of, and just kind of chilled. the weather was crappy again .. so right away that is a damper. around 11:00 my period showed up .. so the joys of that are self explainatory. no one was home and i had no idea where they were, but when my mom got home she like pounded down the bedroom door .. and then went on a rant about a parking ticket i got at uconn. holy crap. i wish i could just convey how trivial a parking ticket is. i hate when she treats me like i'm twelve. so that made me feel awful and annoyed. then .. my computer got some malware virus shit on it .. and it hasn't been the same. *sigh* i got so frustrated and emotional trying to fix it that all i wanted to do was call tyler, but tyler's cell phone was dead. figures. eventually, though, tyler actually signed online from the library to say hi to me. when he heard about my emotional drama he invited me to come sit with him at the library .. and i eagerly accepted. just seeing his beautiful blue eyes and his smile always makes me feel better.
so last night at uconn .. tyler and i just sat together in a little corner study room on the fourth floor of the uconn library while he did his homework for like three hours. i just kind of flipped through the campus newspaper during the time, but every once in a while he'd stop what he was doing and just hug me or kiss me. i felt so much better .. just being with him. he made me laugh and i got to see him smile. it was so worth it. around 1:00 in the morning tyler decided he was done reading psychology for the night so we went to the subway at store24 and got some food. when we were done eating and chatting, i drove him back to the dorm and tyler gave me a beautiful hug and kiss goodbye and told me he loved me. i feel so relaxed when i'm around him these days. like i'm home.
so i get home last night and try to perform some miracles on my computer. i think i actually did get the shit to stop doing whatever it was doing, but i think there's traces of it still on my computer. i should really make a backup of the shit i want to save just in case my comp crashes one day. i might do it anyway just so that i can reinstall windows. who knows. for some reason .. i didnt fall asleep until 6:00 in the morning this morning. sucks. now i've slept until 2:00 in the afternoon. so annoying.
at least today is sunny and spring-like. spring weekend is soon .. and may is just around the corner. summer will be here soon. the years keep flying by faster it seems. i hope wherever they take me .. that they take me with tyler. *sigh*
well .. i guess that's it for now. i'll write again later.
xoxo alycia