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fuck i hate fuckin everything right now.
so um, now my best friends dating my ex boyfriend.
yeah justin is going psycho...
well he was
he cried.
it almost made me cry
i gave him a ride after school n him n i talked, and he's calm now
he doesnt hate ryan anymore.
or sarah.
even though he hit her and stomped her glasses..pisses me off that he did that too her...
I guess im okay w/ her n ryan
wont be the easiest thing.
n i let her know that.
ryan called me to talk to justin but i had just dropped him off...
then he called me back and asked me what i thought of it...
i told him it was going to be hard but i was "okay" with it...
and then he told me that he had been thinking about me lately...
as in how we never talk anymore...n he thinks we should talk more. n i agreed.
he asked me why it would be hard...
and i admit it...yeah i still kinda like him...n i fuckin hate it.
i dont know why i still like him a little. atleast its not a lot.
n for once he sounded like him self n i started crying..
Fuck i have to work in 45 minutes.
oh n josh called me..
he wants me to go watch him bowl..
i hope he doesnt like me.
because i dont like him like that...
n jonnas one of my best friends
even though they broke up n only went out like a week.
i still dont want to do that.
i dont even like him like that.
just had to do a little venting. yeah.
I still like corey too.
i hate how complicated things are.
so um, now my best friends dating my ex boyfriend.
yeah justin is going psycho...
well he was
he cried.
it almost made me cry
i gave him a ride after school n him n i talked, and he's calm now
he doesnt hate ryan anymore.
or sarah.
even though he hit her and stomped her glasses..pisses me off that he did that too her...
I guess im okay w/ her n ryan
wont be the easiest thing.
n i let her know that.
ryan called me to talk to justin but i had just dropped him off...
then he called me back and asked me what i thought of it...
i told him it was going to be hard but i was "okay" with it...
and then he told me that he had been thinking about me lately...
as in how we never talk anymore...n he thinks we should talk more. n i agreed.
he asked me why it would be hard...
and i admit it...yeah i still kinda like him...n i fuckin hate it.
i dont know why i still like him a little. atleast its not a lot.
n for once he sounded like him self n i started crying..
Fuck i have to work in 45 minutes.
oh n josh called me..
he wants me to go watch him bowl..
i hope he doesnt like me.
because i dont like him like that...
n jonnas one of my best friends
even though they broke up n only went out like a week.
i still dont want to do that.
i dont even like him like that.
just had to do a little venting. yeah.
I still like corey too.
i hate how complicated things are.