writings

[alybee]

Selfish Love
It's always better when you're in their bed.
I love the sloppy wet kisses exchanged when...
you're in the middle of making love.
Sometimes I think I could have cheated on you.
Could have opened my eyes.
And told you I smoked that last cigarette.
Maybe if this was true, I'd be living in sin,
and if this wasn't the truth,
I'd be longing to live a life of excitement.
Not one with the same schedule day in and day out.
So, I'm breaking up with you.
I'm forgetting anything we ever had.
It's my turn to break a heart, my turn to have some fun.
Not yours.



Enough

I'm trying to tell you I've had enough, but...
Your enchanting eyes dance around me
Like leaves falling from a tree,
Spinning ever so softly, jumping from here to there...
Back and forth like a knife slashing into my body.
I can't resist those eyes, love.
No, I can't resisit you.
Take me in and tell me you love me, just one more time.
Then maybe I'll tell you I've had enough.

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Living in a world of hopes,
Hopes that this one isn't going to ruin it, too.
Can you trust yourself?
Can you trust the boy?
The boy who takes care of you now...
Might be the boy who betrays you later.
At least you can call it love for now.

aly