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Hey everyone! I'm so terribly sorry that I have not updated in such a long time....I have been busy...or trying to keep myself busy....
Let me just give a quick recap of my Spring Break...I didn't do much...I stayed home a lot trying to relax and get rested up before the rest of the school year comes and for Graduation....I saw a play with Alex and it was fun...I also got my liscense so now I can drive everywhere and schtuff.....okay so in other news...
My family isn't diong so hott...atleast I don't think so...things are good between my parents and I and my grandmother but...just with the rest of my family...we're growing farther and farther apart everyday...and it sucks...but I'm really trying to hang in there and not let it get to me...I have bigger things to worry about.
Umm what else....oh my non-existant love life...is still non-existant...and I'm really fed up with it now more than ever...to the point where I have been crying myself to sleep every night for the past 3 nights...and I think I have begun to make myself sick...I can't breathe out of my nose...and I've been getting very bad headaches lately...so I'm not sure if its allergies or if its me doing it to myself. I'm just so tired of feeling alone with things...and is it so much that I ask to be happy with someone special...and the one person that I really like right now doesn't live here...I'm not getting into that right now though. I just want to be happy and my patience has almost run out...and when it is completely gone I do not know what I am going to do. I'm just so desperate and extremely vulnerable, and it sucks.
::Shrug::
Shit happens.
I'm off to go read a book for school...and I really do mean read...as in no Sparknotes....okay well maybe after I read the book I'll read them. lol
~*Lyssa*~
Let me just give a quick recap of my Spring Break...I didn't do much...I stayed home a lot trying to relax and get rested up before the rest of the school year comes and for Graduation....I saw a play with Alex and it was fun...I also got my liscense so now I can drive everywhere and schtuff.....okay so in other news...
My family isn't diong so hott...atleast I don't think so...things are good between my parents and I and my grandmother but...just with the rest of my family...we're growing farther and farther apart everyday...and it sucks...but I'm really trying to hang in there and not let it get to me...I have bigger things to worry about.
Umm what else....oh my non-existant love life...is still non-existant...and I'm really fed up with it now more than ever...to the point where I have been crying myself to sleep every night for the past 3 nights...and I think I have begun to make myself sick...I can't breathe out of my nose...and I've been getting very bad headaches lately...so I'm not sure if its allergies or if its me doing it to myself. I'm just so tired of feeling alone with things...and is it so much that I ask to be happy with someone special...and the one person that I really like right now doesn't live here...I'm not getting into that right now though. I just want to be happy and my patience has almost run out...and when it is completely gone I do not know what I am going to do. I'm just so desperate and extremely vulnerable, and it sucks.
::Shrug::
Shit happens.
I'm off to go read a book for school...and I really do mean read...as in no Sparknotes....okay well maybe after I read the book I'll read them. lol
~*Lyssa*~