9 months...
I didn't realize this until a few moments ago...but yesterday was the 9 month anniversary of my grandfather's death. It's amazing how it seems like it was yesterday and I can recall every minute of April 4th. It's scary. I just still have not felt peace after it...and I'm not sure when I will stop feeling so badly. Everyone thinks that I'm such a happy-go-lucky person but I'm really not inside. I'm still mourning and I seriously think this is getting worse by the day....I'm ready for a new beginning....