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So.. tired.
I love art, and RPing, and everything..
I'm just tired.
Sketches, commissions, other games people expect me to be on. I'm a taneesta-thingger in.. three, going on five? different dreams. It used to be, things would get really hectic about 6-8 o'clock my time. I'd be in Neverwar - Like, uber priority. I think the only othr text-based RPG I was this commited to was SS or The Lair, and that was severely part-time. Cheers to Becca for looping -that- together XD
Getting sickly.. Got a bit of a headache, praying it isn't what I think it is. Don't think so, either way. Coughing a lot too. Had difficulty breathing yesterday, which went away, so now I get to cough up a lung instead of wince everytime I use one. My eyes are hurting. Probably because I spent more time pixelling than usual today. I colored Ril-Gania's portrait, completed the background used for her's and my alt's. It's a mountain landscape, castle tower, sky, forest, lake dealy. Pretty enough by itself. Never pixeled like I did today. <3 I helped with some patches ^^; Which was hard to figure out. Finished the first patch Daik asked for. The second gets started sometime.. It won't be tomorrow. I have to sing tomorrow. Maybe I'll post the links so people can hear. Maybe. x.x *so bad*
I was supposed to be doing a trade for names (I know, alt trading is bad.) but I don't feel like it. The portrait is finished, and so is the sketch. I just honestly don't care anymore. Names weren't that cute as it was.. I have -enough- names and digos anyway. Gotta figure out who my main character will be.. Not Aya, though she'll be in D'hara with her "sisters" who happen to stab me in the back whenever they get a chance. Not Ade, since I really don't want to be associated with anything to do with Nightmists ever. again. ..Ever. I love Ade though x.x She's almost grown too. A little nuts, but that's alright all my chars are..
Not Nia, though she's fun. Fae-whatsits are fun to play at times.. Though people know her officially by now as uber bitch, what with the whole deal about Evil Incarnate dying. Ugh.
So anyway..
I'm tired.
I got THREE IMs at the same time telling me that GF was up. ... Okay? Then I get there, and everyone ends up leaving anyway. *sighs and grumbles* Sorry, ranting, but I have way too many IMs anyway. And honestly? There's like one or two that I -never- close, from the time they log in to the time I go to bed. Like, what happened? I mean, people disappeared for the longest time, if I remember right.
Agh.. issues issues. With.. Kori. He asked me for a second chance. More than twice by now. I said no, both times. I gave him chances then, I finally got over him... I'm not the same person anymore. I PRAY I've grown up a bit. I'm not going to get jealous if he talks to "Adeana"-whatsherface. But he kept going on and on about this dream he had, that I was in (Not like THAT, freak.) and all he remembered was being happy. He said that he'd never been happy until he was with me and he screwed that up. Yeah. It was screwed over badly. Over a long period of time. It hurt -badly-. There were times I thought he had DIED because he wouldn't call or something. It's not like he doesn't still have my number, I'm sure he kept it. I just.. I don't want to try cutting him out of m life forever. It' not going to work. I've known him almost as long as I've known Krysti or Kala. Some seven years. I'm just not in the same place. I'm moving forward, not straying behind in a place I haven't been in the last year. I don't want to be with him. Just won't happen..
..My nails are extremely long.. I'll get a picture before they break, hopefully XD
So, tomorrow.. *sighs* I have a lot to do..
Wake up about 10.. Hopefully I'll wake by 8.. Not likely.
SING - DO THE FUCKING SONG, ASHLEY *grumbles* Sorry, yelling at myself. I have to sing my half of "There can be Miracles" and send the file to Margot (I think that's her name) so sh can get uor entry in by the deadline.
Done by noon. Hopefully. Taking a break, drinking tea and cool water in attempts to get my voice back. Talk to me then, whosoever cares. Until noon (Central) I will be out of commission.
Scan the following : Tim's port (Colored by tonight?), anything else I color (A series of random sketches including Becca's, "I Hear" sketch, Adessa grown up(Not done), maybe the second NW Poster beginnings. Everyone just standing. I'm trying to have EVERY character in it. People will be sitting. Kiriel won't, though you think Rel and Kiri both might. *needs char descriptions, must surf logs/site* Uh.. The other sketch that was supposedly going to Traitor. She isn't getting it. e.e..
Digital-enhance/Recolor Tim's port. Might take an hour.. or two or five, whatever to get it done and sent.. People think I'm insane for doing SO MUCH to one thing, but it looks ten times better. *pets her colored pencils*
Alright.. That..
Okay.
Zio (?) Wants to do an art trade, I'll talk to her about that. Otherwise, it can wait.
Faaide wants a char sketch. That can wait. It's free anyway.
I really want a picture of the following groups: Vati, Arin, and Etain; Dar and Ade; Orc and Rel; Rel and Kiriel; and so on. The first can wait. The second is half done. The others won't be difficult to do.
...okay
...that's all.
Big update, if nothing but me rambling. I tired. <3 If the message was unclear.
I love art, and RPing, and everything..
I'm just tired.
Sketches, commissions, other games people expect me to be on. I'm a taneesta-thingger in.. three, going on five? different dreams. It used to be, things would get really hectic about 6-8 o'clock my time. I'd be in Neverwar - Like, uber priority. I think the only othr text-based RPG I was this commited to was SS or The Lair, and that was severely part-time. Cheers to Becca for looping -that- together XD
Getting sickly.. Got a bit of a headache, praying it isn't what I think it is. Don't think so, either way. Coughing a lot too. Had difficulty breathing yesterday, which went away, so now I get to cough up a lung instead of wince everytime I use one. My eyes are hurting. Probably because I spent more time pixelling than usual today. I colored Ril-Gania's portrait, completed the background used for her's and my alt's. It's a mountain landscape, castle tower, sky, forest, lake dealy. Pretty enough by itself. Never pixeled like I did today. <3 I helped with some patches ^^; Which was hard to figure out. Finished the first patch Daik asked for. The second gets started sometime.. It won't be tomorrow. I have to sing tomorrow. Maybe I'll post the links so people can hear. Maybe. x.x *so bad*
I was supposed to be doing a trade for names (I know, alt trading is bad.) but I don't feel like it. The portrait is finished, and so is the sketch. I just honestly don't care anymore. Names weren't that cute as it was.. I have -enough- names and digos anyway. Gotta figure out who my main character will be.. Not Aya, though she'll be in D'hara with her "sisters" who happen to stab me in the back whenever they get a chance. Not Ade, since I really don't want to be associated with anything to do with Nightmists ever. again. ..Ever. I love Ade though x.x She's almost grown too. A little nuts, but that's alright all my chars are..
Not Nia, though she's fun. Fae-whatsits are fun to play at times.. Though people know her officially by now as uber bitch, what with the whole deal about Evil Incarnate dying. Ugh.
So anyway..
I'm tired.
I got THREE IMs at the same time telling me that GF was up. ... Okay? Then I get there, and everyone ends up leaving anyway. *sighs and grumbles* Sorry, ranting, but I have way too many IMs anyway. And honestly? There's like one or two that I -never- close, from the time they log in to the time I go to bed. Like, what happened? I mean, people disappeared for the longest time, if I remember right.
Agh.. issues issues. With.. Kori. He asked me for a second chance. More than twice by now. I said no, both times. I gave him chances then, I finally got over him... I'm not the same person anymore. I PRAY I've grown up a bit. I'm not going to get jealous if he talks to "Adeana"-whatsherface. But he kept going on and on about this dream he had, that I was in (Not like THAT, freak.) and all he remembered was being happy. He said that he'd never been happy until he was with me and he screwed that up. Yeah. It was screwed over badly. Over a long period of time. It hurt -badly-. There were times I thought he had DIED because he wouldn't call or something. It's not like he doesn't still have my number, I'm sure he kept it. I just.. I don't want to try cutting him out of m life forever. It' not going to work. I've known him almost as long as I've known Krysti or Kala. Some seven years. I'm just not in the same place. I'm moving forward, not straying behind in a place I haven't been in the last year. I don't want to be with him. Just won't happen..
..My nails are extremely long.. I'll get a picture before they break, hopefully XD
So, tomorrow.. *sighs* I have a lot to do..
Wake up about 10.. Hopefully I'll wake by 8.. Not likely.
SING - DO THE FUCKING SONG, ASHLEY *grumbles* Sorry, yelling at myself. I have to sing my half of "There can be Miracles" and send the file to Margot (I think that's her name) so sh can get uor entry in by the deadline.
Done by noon. Hopefully. Taking a break, drinking tea and cool water in attempts to get my voice back. Talk to me then, whosoever cares. Until noon (Central) I will be out of commission.
Scan the following : Tim's port (Colored by tonight?), anything else I color (A series of random sketches including Becca's, "I Hear" sketch, Adessa grown up(Not done), maybe the second NW Poster beginnings. Everyone just standing. I'm trying to have EVERY character in it. People will be sitting. Kiriel won't, though you think Rel and Kiri both might. *needs char descriptions, must surf logs/site* Uh.. The other sketch that was supposedly going to Traitor. She isn't getting it. e.e..
Digital-enhance/Recolor Tim's port. Might take an hour.. or two or five, whatever to get it done and sent.. People think I'm insane for doing SO MUCH to one thing, but it looks ten times better. *pets her colored pencils*
Alright.. That..
Okay.
Zio (?) Wants to do an art trade, I'll talk to her about that. Otherwise, it can wait.
Faaide wants a char sketch. That can wait. It's free anyway.
I really want a picture of the following groups: Vati, Arin, and Etain; Dar and Ade; Orc and Rel; Rel and Kiriel; and so on. The first can wait. The second is half done. The others won't be difficult to do.
...okay
...that's all.
Big update, if nothing but me rambling. I tired. <3 If the message was unclear.