round 2

[aly_sloot]

i got in a car accident today. i was leaving school and two people infront of me slammed on their brakes. my car is totalled. but thankfully im not. ive got a few bruises but nothing major. i only had the buick for 2 months. and now i have nothing. i only have about 1000 dollars in the bank, therefor i cant really get another one. so what am i to do. i dont know. im so upset with myself. all i want is to be held right now. my mom and brandon are at work. my dad picked me up and dropped me off at home, but hes not a very warm and fuzzy person. every part of me hurts. i cant stop crying. im so screwed. i cant make money without a car and i cant get a car without money. this is my second accident. ill be lucky if i can salvage my car for a few hundred dollars. what to do. my freedom has been taken away, gripped from my hands. im ashamed, im embarrased. and, i have school and work tomorrow. i cant understand why this happened. last time it was to teach me a lesson, which i learned, but this time, nothing, it wasnt my fault, i didnt get a ticket, but since i ran into them, their insurance wont do shit for me.

theres nothing left for me to do except wish for a miricale, but the only problem is, i dont believe in them.