Aug 30, 2006 21:01
It is 8:41 pm I am in my apartment alone, no communication with anyone; I guess they all have a life. I don’t have much of one except school and well feeding alfie. Roommate is somewhere either having dinner with her fencing buddies or practicing, mom and dad probably watching television, neighbors upstairs probably working or sleeping, and I well, like I said just sitting here doing much of nothing, except for my ears, they are attentively listening to bright eyes. its quite lonely to be honest. Been listing to them a lot lately. My 1st week of school has gone smoothly so far I guess. Classes this semester are sure going to keep me busy. In 2d design we are recreating a painting, my group got Impressionism so we are working on a Manet painting. It is quite lovely indeed very peaceful. We’ve divided the painting into 5 different parts. I am almost done with my part, just gatta ink it and do shading. On Monday I bought 3 books from Barnes & Nobles I am quite excited about ‘em. Two of them are art books: Manet and Guaguin and the 3rd book is a novel by Frank Davlin “love in all the wrong places” so far so good. Bout a lady who meets men and the kills them haven’t gotten really far on it.
Hmm I am not sure what is going on lately but I am feeling kind of bummy maybe the weather, but it’s been sunny except for yesterday, and I actually was excited to see thunder clouds. I dunno maybe I should really consider talking to a professional about what goes on in my head. It becomes overwhelming for me to handle on my own.