i survived the first 3 days...
3 less days of school..(trying to be optimistic)
well, i started school wednesday. i love all my teachers which is great but theres so much work and its only the first week. i am so not looking foward to the rest of this year with all the stress and college shit and tests. it sucks. atleast i hav great teachers, esp serrano and fried. i love them! hahah...im thinking of auditioning for the fall play, Working. im getting really nervous and i sometimes think of not doing it. its pretty scary, even after the audition if i get in. i get huge stage fright. i dunno i dunno, this is soo annoying. if i dont do it, i mite regret it and if i do do it and i get in, i also mite regret it...more stress and anxiety. aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh im so CONFUSED!!!!!!! i feel like crying. shit shit shit. by the way, to all u people who actually read this journal, number 1, thanks!, number 2, u mite think all i have to talk about is negative and stuff but thats what the journal is for. if i was happy, which i am 60 percent of the time, i wouldnt be sitting typing in my journal, i would actually be doing something. when im sad or mad, it just helps to write in here, ud be surprised.
so anyway...now that we've got THAT cleared up. lol
i cant believe im a junior. wow. i feel so old to see all the younger people, hehe. it feels good, but a lil scary. im an upperclassmen! prom! ehehehe
today was the school bbq. it was nice to get out of french class. and free food! and also there was the class meeting...which brang bad news. no more floats for homecoming! im so pissed off about that cause i always wanted to go on a big junior and senior float, and rite when we get to be juniors, they take it away. maaaan, damnit. o well, theres bigger issues in this world. like hurricane katrina. yea.
TGIF. but it doesnt feel like its friday, maybe cause ive been doing hw all day and i was at work. o well. im bored....off to watch tv
well, i started school wednesday. i love all my teachers which is great but theres so much work and its only the first week. i am so not looking foward to the rest of this year with all the stress and college shit and tests. it sucks. atleast i hav great teachers, esp serrano and fried. i love them! hahah...im thinking of auditioning for the fall play, Working. im getting really nervous and i sometimes think of not doing it. its pretty scary, even after the audition if i get in. i get huge stage fright. i dunno i dunno, this is soo annoying. if i dont do it, i mite regret it and if i do do it and i get in, i also mite regret it...more stress and anxiety. aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh im so CONFUSED!!!!!!! i feel like crying. shit shit shit. by the way, to all u people who actually read this journal, number 1, thanks!, number 2, u mite think all i have to talk about is negative and stuff but thats what the journal is for. if i was happy, which i am 60 percent of the time, i wouldnt be sitting typing in my journal, i would actually be doing something. when im sad or mad, it just helps to write in here, ud be surprised.
so anyway...now that we've got THAT cleared up. lol
i cant believe im a junior. wow. i feel so old to see all the younger people, hehe. it feels good, but a lil scary. im an upperclassmen! prom! ehehehe
today was the school bbq. it was nice to get out of french class. and free food! and also there was the class meeting...which brang bad news. no more floats for homecoming! im so pissed off about that cause i always wanted to go on a big junior and senior float, and rite when we get to be juniors, they take it away. maaaan, damnit. o well, theres bigger issues in this world. like hurricane katrina. yea.
TGIF. but it doesnt feel like its friday, maybe cause ive been doing hw all day and i was at work. o well. im bored....off to watch tv