Sep 11, 2005 21:24
well the last week has been hell since the accident my dad just hasnt been the same!!
he just sits and watches tv he wont talk to us or nething but the minute you get up to go somewhere hes like "dont go where are you going?" even if its just to the other room! i was going out and he was like freaking out cos i was going in the car and he was panicking!
if i want to go out he wants to come! its like he wont be on his own hes too scared! mum said he hast been to sleep since the accident cos hes getting nightmares and hes paranoid that im gonna get hurt if he leaves me alone! he went to the doctos yesterday and he ha suntil the beginning of october off due to stress and depression!!
i feel bad leaving him on his own like he freaks out wen i go to school hence the three thousand messages a day to see if im ok and he keeps ringing me! yesterday at work there wer 28 missed calls from him!!! i feel really bad mabey i should stay at home with him but themn again its not like i can do any study cos he is always there watching me and making sure im ok!
its sweet in a way but its freaking me out hes suppposed to be seeing a counsellor this week i hope it helps cos i want my daddy back im so scared wot if he stays this way forever!!! he isnt the same with my sis cos she doesnt go out as much as i do and mum has stayed with him for a few days its just me !!! its freaking me out!!
what do i do guys i cant handle this righ now but my dad needs me what do i do???