is anyone there?

[alxlovesyouall]

is anyone there
is anyone listening to my screams
i plead
i beg
i just dont understand
im tearing out my hair
im biting at my nails
im scratching at my palms
how do i stop this monster
how do i stop
the unclean feeling
the germs
the itch
how do i stop

how can you waste your time so easily
u spend 4 years with one person
only to be dropped
like you never mattered
like he never cared
no tears
no regrets
no emotions

i just dont get it
i just dont understand

how
why

its not fair