Dec 26, 2005 23:23
wow 8 days to go till i fly out this really ius getting close im excited yet scared i dont know my family really well yet and im not sure i will have that much fun oh well im sure it will be what i make it!
i had a pretty average chrissie i just hung around home with my family and ate too much just a typical day for us themn in the arvo i went to visit michael and gave him his present!
i got some great presents from everyoe this year i got a whole lot of stuff for my trip like bags and i got some great golves etc to wear over in the freeezing cold wether! i also got alot of money from various people for my trip as my biggest issue was spending money for america as i paid for the trip myself i hardly had any money to actually enjoy my trip so yeah i got about $700 australian all up with the promis eof more when my mum gets my cheques so yeah i had a pretty great day my only downfall was i didnt go to church i am starting to feel further and further apart from god i feel soooo guilty but sometimes it just doesnt fit i dont understand and i feel so lost in tyhe religion and its practices that i dont feel like it focuses on the right areas and it pushes me further away i dunno i think its too late and now im talking crap gudnyt everyone ill post again soon
luv always alex
xxx