So I told myself I'd move on; This is how I did it.
I don't know where I changed,
Why I did it,
Or what made me shift like this-
But I like it.
The rest of the journals I posted here?
Consider them gone.
I know that I can't ever really 'delete' any thing..
It's just how I roll.
But if I hide them away,
I don't have to see them, and neither do you.
So this is it.
My outlook on life has warped and twisted it's way into making me feel oddly and awkwardly optimistic. Even to my family, my friends, everyone knew how much of a pessimist I was; 'Well, it's half gone...'.
But today, as bad as life can seem, make you cry, put you down; is it sad that I can still see the light? No. We should all feel this way. Put down the bottle, stop drinking; don't smoke yourself to death, and remember, don't let your mind worry you until you come upon what is worrying you. As repetitive at it sounds, it will help you run your life.
The correct way, without stress, and worry.
What will confuse you , is the fact that each outlook, is like that of a window into a different dimension. You'll feel so much better, that even the bad things hit home in a less-than-bad sort of way.
Pain doesn't hurt quite a badly, worry just fades into the next thought, and heartache? Well that one you'll have to figure out on your own. Even my in-dept little journal can't stop that. And thinking, we all do it, in the car, staring at the road, loud music only makes it worse, while silence.. it's no better. We sit there, our minds outstretched, cramming what-ifs, whys, whens, what-happeneds, dos, and don'ts, as well good and bad memories alike into our skulls.
Why? Well that's the big question isn't it? We're a race stable, as some might not find. Built to move ahead, to think on tomorrow, but live in today. Sing your own song, dance your own dance. We are all meant to thrive under the same sun, with our differences a present from who or whatever may be watching us far beyond.
Don't look back, keep going. Feel the strength that we all hold dear to our hearts. Feel the love that we all share somewhere in the back of our heads. Embrace life! Remember how it feels to love. And don't let go.
God.. Don't let go.
Why I did it,
Or what made me shift like this-
But I like it.
The rest of the journals I posted here?
Consider them gone.
I know that I can't ever really 'delete' any thing..
It's just how I roll.
But if I hide them away,
I don't have to see them, and neither do you.
So this is it.
My outlook on life has warped and twisted it's way into making me feel oddly and awkwardly optimistic. Even to my family, my friends, everyone knew how much of a pessimist I was; 'Well, it's half gone...'.
But today, as bad as life can seem, make you cry, put you down; is it sad that I can still see the light? No. We should all feel this way. Put down the bottle, stop drinking; don't smoke yourself to death, and remember, don't let your mind worry you until you come upon what is worrying you. As repetitive at it sounds, it will help you run your life.
The correct way, without stress, and worry.
What will confuse you , is the fact that each outlook, is like that of a window into a different dimension. You'll feel so much better, that even the bad things hit home in a less-than-bad sort of way.
Pain doesn't hurt quite a badly, worry just fades into the next thought, and heartache? Well that one you'll have to figure out on your own. Even my in-dept little journal can't stop that. And thinking, we all do it, in the car, staring at the road, loud music only makes it worse, while silence.. it's no better. We sit there, our minds outstretched, cramming what-ifs, whys, whens, what-happeneds, dos, and don'ts, as well good and bad memories alike into our skulls.
Why? Well that's the big question isn't it? We're a race stable, as some might not find. Built to move ahead, to think on tomorrow, but live in today. Sing your own song, dance your own dance. We are all meant to thrive under the same sun, with our differences a present from who or whatever may be watching us far beyond.
Don't look back, keep going. Feel the strength that we all hold dear to our hearts. Feel the love that we all share somewhere in the back of our heads. Embrace life! Remember how it feels to love. And don't let go.
God.. Don't let go.